Sometimes I feel lost .....
Today you can everything from wealth ,to health, to love.
But what we don't know is that tomorrow you might lose everything that you have had.
Today you might feel joyful and blessesed
But tomorrow sorrow might hit you.
Just in a split second? or maybe days? months?
Again, that we don't know.
Hence, this is what we should fear most - Not Knowing.
Not knowing whats the goal of life.
Not knowing our directions
Not knowing who we really are deep inside
Not knowing if our love ones would ever cheat on us
Not knowing when our life would be taken away
Not knowing the sincerity in people
Not knowing what we ought to know
Sometimes I just can't help it but to wonder
Is life ever worth living?
Do we actually know where our lives are leading us?
Is it the accumulation of knowledge that brings us toward a particluar end ?
We like to know because knowledge seems to be the breaking point of everything, especially poverty.
Knowledge seems to give us control, control over ourselfves and the control over our future.
But again, is the accumulation of knowlege really the answer to our deepest quesrion?
As we get older, we have more to wonder.
I have come to wonder at the remarkable fact that I am sitting right here typing words into a screen, without knowing whether I will still be here the next moment.
Because life is just full of surprises.
We never seems to appreciate things untill an unexpected chapter abrupt the end of our stories.
But when that happens,
What bring us back? What keep us upright?
That is yet to be answer.
Because we don't know.
All these unknowing can be a gift, rather than a defect in life.
It fills life with unexpected possibility when we don't know much about anything at all.
Travelling without a map can be interesting.
It can offer us a space in mind for unexpected surprises and perhaps leading us to an entirely whole new direction.
It can awaken us to new ways of seeing things.
We just need to trust that not knowing what we should do or where we should be at times has its own intelligence.
Here is our starting point where we are not in our thoughts, hopes or fears, but in the momentum of not knowing where life itself is moving towards
"Life is either a daring adventure or nothing."